always now

to let the body be clear & open

is to release any tension

to re-align the spine

into a comfortable position

to open the top of the head

and allow thoughts to float free

to unwind the gut

so love may flow through

to twinkle the toes

and stretch the legs

to open the heart to love

unbound

untethered

unconditional

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the dream is always changing

forever in motion

love

always in motion

evolving

into lovely forms of itself

strong

sturdy

open

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do animals know they’re going to be eaten?

like factory farmed

or even regular wholesome farming too

like any farm that has the intention to raise, then slaughter the animals

do you think the animals know they’re going to die?

because i feel like wild animals live in a different frequency

and they know they’re going to die

because they have instincts

and probably have had near death experiences living in the wild

but they don’t know when it’ll be

could be today

could be another time

so when it happens..

*

you are what frequency you eat

fungus float in the air for thousands of years until the optimal condition presents itself

then they land

seeds lay dormant for thousands of years until the optimal condition presents itself

then they sprout

like starseeds

jami: starseed, this is the lifetime to do it

one life

always now

the past

the future

just mental concepts/constructs

playing out in real time

right now

because you give them..

if you know you’re going to die in the future

and you are thinking about the fact you’re going to die in the future, you end up killing yourself right now

because to live severed from this moment is to not fully live

and how can something be not fully alive?

might as well call it dead

..just mental concepts/constructs

playing out in real time

right now

because you give them power by thinking about them

energy leaks

bring it back in

right in

like so far in you can feel blood pumping

through your arteries

a twinkling in your toes

this space

is always yours

cherish it

love it

celebrate it

the heart space will open fully

you are not lost

you are found within

in a deep place of comfort

like roots nestled in the soil

pause

breathe

when the mind wanders

remember the story of the Bardos

refocus forward

align

“When Jesus was eighteen years of age, he and I entered the chambers of death and resurrection together. While in those chambers, we could not submit to a single ego allurement, or judgement, or fear, or shame, or avoidance. If we had reacted with distress to the painful or alluring scenes we witnessed, or even shrunk away, we could not have returned to our bodies. They would have been found dead at the end of the initiation. Remember, the chambers themselves were portals through which we entered into regions of hell. We could only exit the Bardos by going through them to the other side without believing in or reacting to them.”

- a message from Mother Mary, channeled by Amorah Quan Yin (Oneness, page 66)

here’s another excerpt, because she just friggen rocks:

“these regions of hell, the Bardos, or the seven egos, are simply regions of consciousness. At some point in your spiritual growth, in your process of forgetting and remembering, you have become entrapped in them. You meet nothing in the Bardos that was not totally created by your own ego mind at some point in your lifetime, or lifetimes. When a human being is moving into mastery, he or she must face every addictive temptation, every ego allurement, whether it is for power or powerlessness in avoidance of responsibility.”

- Amorah Quan Yin (Oneness, page 64)

wow man..

so yeah.. i guess that’s what i’m currently working on

opening the heart chakra fully

allowing the Bardos to surface & present themselves

understand the difference in feeling/frequency

align

move forward

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follow up:

okay well after i finished writing that stuff^ i made dinner, which included our spinach, hippie mix & sweet potatoes

green for the heart

orange for the gut

after dishes, we spent time drawing

pictures

some with words

colours

shapes

listening to grateful dead

lovely lover

now i’m transferring this journal entry to electronic

one of my Bardos might be overworking myself

and not in like a slave kind of way

i just mean like always thinking i have to do more

or i have more to learn

why do you call it “work”?

..that’s the Bardo

call it something else

call it something fun

learning is fun

writing is fun

cooking is fun

doing dishes is fun

loving is fun

living is fun

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kk well this finished up the last few pages of my journal, so it’s on to a new one

always a fun time

transition

transformation

the only ones i have available right now don’t have lines in them.. sounds like a fresh start

no lines

no rules

no rulers

rebellion

may the force be with you 🙏